
Having this lung disease is very paradoxical. I find that it takes up a considerable amount of my time, and, that when it is not making me do this, that, go here, there, sit, wait, and other manifestations of my now daily activity list, it is boring and it is so confining.
Hmmmmmmmm
Yesterday. I was running a fever yesterday so I was sent home from rehab to do nothing.
Tomorrow. I start at the Sarc Clinic at Hopkins at 9:30am and expect to be there all morning. Then it is off to rehab for 3 hours. All day taken up with this illness.
Last Friday. Stuck in the house going nowhere, especially out of doors. The heat index was 110 degrees and the air quality was orange. So unhealthy; house arrest, yet again.
Thinking about steroids, medication adjustments, exercise, staying inside, going outside, endless blood tests, CT scans, doctor appointments, chest x rays, more doctor appointments, heart rate, blood pressure, treadmills, diet, food labels, more doctor appointments, it is endless in cluttering up my life in a really meaningless, complex, boring manner.
It sure takes up a lot of time!